Hi holidays.

Sigh.

Relatives from Singapore are finally back.

gawd. what to say? I miss them a lot, truly.

I hate the moment when I always left behind after some happy times.

It is torturing anyway and Im kind of...getting used to it already but....

this feeling is still sux la loll :-(

Having lots of fun these few days.

nothing much to do with travelling but eating.

had eaten n plates of ice kacang, chendol, seafoods and sort of sort of 

basically these few days can be concluded in this sentence.

     "Back from everywhere, fats gained everywhere."

never know that eating can be this tiring lol.

My relatives from Singapore are friendly, easy going and fun.

althou we're all in different ages, but still we find no problem in communicate,

and we always have endless flow of topics to talk or even gossiping,

well, most of the time Im the one who keeps crapping about daily stuff.

HAHA, WHATEVARRRRR

fetch them to airport 2 hours ago.

felt so heavyyy when say Bye to them

I gonna be lonely agn, but....the fact is, I know I never alone:-)

Yarppp !

Tuition in the early morning tmrw = SUX

afterthat, friends will come over my place for our NIE

I have totally no idea what to do but...

sincerely I aim for prizes lol but ....impossibleeeee man TT

but i will try my best to produce the best magazine

I realize I like this kind of stuff a lot haha 

just feel that every single project is a chance to learn

I like to do something...

where I can play my creativity on ...

and not limited by any other factors...

besides, there's no true and false, no specific answer, 

and I'm the one who decide what's the answer, 

and Im the one who define the thing itself.

I hope my parents understand me.

It is actually related to my future.

Interest is not equal to ability

same goes to hobby

Im absolutely unsure and doubt on myself.

and once hated myself so much for being such a ..useless person ...

like im no talent in everything..

music ? no ? singing ? no ? IQ ? is definitely out of question.

argh, i think i should stop thinking and stop killing my brain cells

kthxbai.

I am extremely into Jinny's Boy TV!

gosh, im crazy haha.

I watched the video that I've made not long ago, it's Slippering, by 7 of us.
The moment I watch the movie, it has actually remind me a lot of memories,
included some funny inside stories, some conflict, and some problems that we've met.
Fortunately, every problem seemed to be overcame and here it goes, Slippering. :)
The video is officially done on April. However, sadly, the winner are still a secret? who knows ?
Making a video is not that easy, it's challenging and exiting!
Seriously, I think im quiet into these stuff lol, well, basically i like everything which exclude calculations haha.
In other words, I think im more into arts or other fields that related ..
but seems like arts are not fated to be with me then, am science student lol.
well, that's all lol, kthxbai.

无意间，
挖到一大堆的信，
有他写给我的心，
也有一大堆历史性的贺年卡，
也有天使与主人，
还有一些泛黄但抹不去的回忆。
有一种打开月光宝盒的感觉，
带我回到那些回不去但又抹不掉的过去，
其中包括，天使与主人。

中二的时候，身边每个人都是红蜻蜓出版社的addict，
其中最让大家爱不释手，感触良多的，
莫过于，天使与主人，这是一个游戏。
游戏中有一个老师，分配好谁是主人，谁是天使。
做天使的呢，就要守护自己的主人，帮助她，但是不可以泄露身份。
一段日子后，天使的身份将会一起揭晓。

这个游戏，好吧，现在回想觉得很无聊很废。
因为这个游戏浪费了很多pen的ink, 还有纸张。==
重点是，在揭晓日的时候还要买小礼物来互相交换，囧

BUT! 也不是完全废到极点啦，至少在游戏的时候，
你会对你的天使感到sipek有兴趣，然后千方百计想要套出她是谁，
而且也可以从这个游戏中互相了解彼此，而且做天使的，
也可以探索出主人的内心世界，知道无限的秘密。

顷刻，有一点想念这个游戏。
想念当时还有时间还有闲情玩这种游戏。
现在呢？

add maths还没有抄完啦！
蛤！chemy 要做咩？
kanasai我的bio file还没有做完啦！
eh,借我index。

随着年龄的增长，我们的生活越来越忙碌，
为功课忙，为学业忙，为学会忙，为责任忙，
上了中五后，才真正了解什么叫做忙，什么叫做压力，
什么叫做理想，什么叫做未来，还有很多东西的定义。
映在视野里的东西不在狭窄，而变得宽阔，
脑海里想的不再是一些有的没的，而是未来，
压在心里的那一块大石，不再是心事，而是成绩，
啊。。。

不过开心的是，
在我身边有一群A+的优质朋友，
我们之间没有尔虞我诈，也没有任何心机，
有误会都会即时解决，我们之间总是弥漫着快乐的气氛，
所以我才可以每天保持着愉快的心情=)

有时候真的不想走回人家走过的路，
至少不是那么循规蹈矩的走，
如果非要走，我也要做巴士，还是坐车地走过这条路，
尽管最后的目的地是一样的，不过总比走的快吧，
恩。

其实有时候我觉得我和凯琳的关系很妙，
你说我们是最好最好的朋友，
仔细一想又好像没有到那个境界，
你说知己，又好像没有那么贴切，
虽然我们的座位离彼此很远，
可是只要我们在一起，就像天赐甘露于一片荒地，
总是可以擦出无限的火花，
我们之间有谈不完的话题，即使没有话题也不会尴尬，
我们的点子总是大同小异，我策划头她可以策划尾，
我们的想法总是达成共识，
我们总是可以听见彼此的心声，
有时候真的觉得，一生中有一个这么样的人，
还挺不错的赫赫赫。
纯粹是看了她写给我的纪念册后有感而发。

完

Talking craps in the midnight

It's middle of night and I'm still wake, not insomnia, is just...i still haven't done my jobs but of course I just finished or else I won't be blogging right now.

Life has been so hectic nowadays.

April, indeed a hectic month.

I mean like real hectic and don't have a single time for me to take a breath.

feeling tired, feeling so stressed, about everything single shit in my life.

this week, next week, next next week.

these 3 weeks are occupied by various type of competitions.

I actually don't know that I've took part in so many competitions, well without noticed,

or I always make decision in a random way lol, so the loads that I have to carry is about increasing everyday..

Glad that I've finish memorizing my forum, hell yeah ^o^ in just one day ? However, this time is much more longer than last time's script. but so what ? i still managed to memorize it wad muahaha xDD 

This year, is my graduation year.

I want to do something which makes this year ..err a little bit different from previous year?

at least an unforgettable one.

I think those competitions already made my year == 

err yeah i guess so. I ve gained experience from competitions.

learned to accept the fact of win and lose.

Though most of the time I couldnt accept the fact that I was lose..==

but..keep trying haha.

and you know what, the pathetic moment..when i want to do my am homework,

but i don't know which questions to do and everyone is sleeping right now...

and im pretty sure i cant fall asleep with this hyper mode ON lol.

miserable night. 

life, pls be good.

 

The Hunger Games

Aaaah, just feel like blogging right now. haha

Er, went for a movie with Sky yesterday. Yeps, The Hunger Games. I wanted to watch it badly when I saw its poster. haha, ya, attracted by its poster. anyway, I knew this movie is definitely a blast. hehe and true, it's. 

Here it goes. Don't you think that the poster is really cool huh ? :3 

Overall the movie is good, the story line is extraodinary BUT ....the movie is too long and it takes a life time to end for a bladder-gonna-explode person, well, it was me anyway T T truly suffered but enjoyed also during the movie. complicated emotion haha.

I remember a dialogue from the movie and I think it's cool. haha

“A little bit of hope will keep them going, keep them working, keep them playing their part in the system,” “But,” “there is a risk. A little bit of hope is good. Too much hope is dangerous.” --- Hunger Games.

cool isn't ? :) it's so true.

 I can't forget this ...lady haha. Well, I like her fashion sense anyway. Sky and me are interested to perm our hair like this haha.awesome blek

This is Mockingjay. The owner of this Mockingjay will free of harm, and it brings good fortune to the owner. I wish to have one........feel like collecting those small small metal thingyy haha.

we went home after movie. 

yes..er NO.

we have to find our car park first ==

dammit, this is the second time that we've forgotten where we parked.

so...we walk around the car park...and trying to search for our car...

and...it's gurney's carpark hahaha== 

luckily, in the end we still managed to find our car lol.

so, ends here. peace

lalala

 

哦? 

突然间很想念在马六甲的时候。

事实上是很想念那3天。

因为那3天什么都不用做，一早醒来不是去上学，而是去旅行，

不用用脑，只需要尽情地享受。

那种生活，多好。

好想再回到那些快乐时光，

回到一个没有压力的地方。

影片，干，又出现问题，干，找到问题根源，但是不知道如何解决。

好啦，事实上知道解决方法可是还是很法克== 到底要折磨我到什么时候。

影片明天就要交了，可是真的很法克，我现在真的没有心情去搞啦。

但是我总不能浪费那6个人的心血，曾经一度想放弃这个比赛了buu.

哎，加油吧。

对了，眼睛一直生rozen都不知道是怎样

真的是法克死我了。

每天早上，等巴士的时候我都会想，自己长大以后要做些什么

还有自己以后会读什么系之类的问题，可是想了又想，我才发现我很不了解自己，

我并不知道自己的专长在哪里，而且也没有什么地方是特别厉害的，

我上次大概看过教育展所介绍的科系，10个有9个是我有兴趣的，

这种感觉让我有一点。。== 怕，怎么办呢

而且我一直担心着一个问题。

我希望它发生但倘若真的发生的话，我也不知道如何做选择。

我很不喜欢做选择，因为如果选择这个，就要放弃那个，

然后你又不能同时拥有这个和那个的时候就是头大的时候。

我很懊恼，我知道以后我的生活并不会受到它主宰，

可是在这个时刻，在这个年龄，我真的不懂如何作出选择。

不过可能我根本不需要烦恼这个问题，因为我的运气。。应该不会真么geng瓜~

最后最后

千万不要中ns ==

slippering

啊, 很开心终于把video edit完了。之前真的快要疯掉，因为video一直出问题，一直有很多的小格子在搞乱，我那个时候真的真的很怕，如果在拜五之前交不出video, 那么我和其他组员的努力可不是要付诸东流，不过真的很开心的是，终于在今天下午找到解决方案！=D

其实这次参加这一个短片比赛算蛮last minute的吧，组员也是很random地找回来，这一切就这么random的开始了。策划一个短片其实真的不容易，第一故事题材是一个问题，第二故事内容又是一个问题，第三大家是否能一起练习，也是一个问题，就连练习地方也是一个问题。实在有太多的问题需要被考量，不过幸好在大家的合作之下，愿意牺牲自己的时间来练习。:)

故事题材，故事内容终于赶在练习的前一天做完，重点是稿竟然是在半夜的时候带着被妈妈骂过后的赌兰心情下写出来的也。一切器具准备就绪，准备开始咯！

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 在这里谢谢chunyee 和fei fei,帮我们解决我们的午餐 :)

拍摄活动正式开始啦~~~

我。。还是很希望可以得奖啦== 好啦，一开始真的是被rm200给吸引过去，但是现在也只是想证明我在这一方面还是。。蛮有天分的嘛lalala, 不懂啦，反正我知道如果真的没有得奖。。我应该会。。。很伤心咯，真的很伤心。不过往另一个方面想，这也算是为我们17岁的青春年华拍的一部青春电影吧。 :)  以后我们在看回这个影片时，肯定会有另一番不同的滋味，这正是17岁的我们啊。回想起，那些年，我们正年轻。这支影片，也算是为我们的青春留下点回忆吧。 

无论如何我。。。其实学到蛮多东西的赫赫。=)

加油吧~^^